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it ruins my whole day.
I’m sorry, I can’t help it. It’s just the way I am, who I am. And when you say it, say stuff like that, it makes me think. Think too much about stuff I shouldn’t even have to worry about, stuff that I shouldn’t even know. It really gets deep under my skin and it hurts. A lot. You have no idea how bad it hurts, and I’m sorry for feeling that way but it IS how I feel. I just cannot get any of it out of my head. It pops up and it DOESNT go away for the whole day. And I end up coming home crying in the shower, sapping over stuff I shouldn’t. Just because of what you said.