With age comes maturity and with maturity comes responsibility. The list goes on and on of what comes with responsibility, but lately I’ve been singling out people from my past and thinking what went wrong and how naive and stupid we were for the mistakes we made and trust we lost in each other. I guess it’s all a part of growing up, loosing friends, making new ones, making best friends into enemies, and regretting it in the future. I’ve been cooped up at home sick lately and it’s given me time to think about everything, school, volleyball, my family, my friends, my past, my future, the present and I have to say…sitting down and sorting the memories out of every single one of those categories has made me go back and look what went wrong and what went right. I don’t regret anything because in the end it’s all a lesson learned. But to bring it to the point I’ve been tripping down Nostalgia lane for the past week and it makes me want to do something, makes me want to make everything better again-but, that’s not possible for some things now. Eventually after rummaging through all the memories I could possibly think of..I realized I’m sick and tired of looking back. So this year I’m going to give it my all, and try to make it the best. We all have to learn to forgive and just go on, just live. And that’s what I’m going to do. Just live.
